dear blog,

lately i have been looking into a lot of things with crop circles, their meanings, where they are coming from, and what can be interpreted by these phenomenons. after watching videos it really got me thinking about my lsd experience when i attended phish superball ix. now this was my fourth or fifth time tripping on lsd (i think). im not into doing drugs, but i like to experiment with drugs and have tried a lot of different drugs. psychedelics are by far the most out of the world experience that can really put an impact on your life. the first thing i want to say is that we are a living organism. i noticed the good and bad things about the world we live in. i notice the trees swaying with the wind, i could see how green the grass really is, i could feel the air breezing by and which direction it was going. however, i also notice how disgustingly bad we are to our home, earth. trash all over the place, patches of dirt where there probably was a field of grass. i felt these things and i just couldn’t help but feel hopeless. things got weirder. my mind expanded. i thought about other things more far out that we just dont know. like what is really out there? whats beyond earth? are there other people living on a different planet in some other galaxy? i think about these things and i get interested, but then i realize where i am now. what i can do now. and my mind expanding interest disappears because the world we live in is so minuscule to the big picture. were so caught up on the little things of life, that we never once stop thinking about what the trees are feeling, what the squirrel is thinking. we can’t think about these things because we have to take care of ourselves and other people. i dont know where im going with this, but i do not know what else to write. if anyone ever reads this whole thing. i just want to say thanks and i hope you have a wonderful day.

your friend,

tom